いきはじ

生 き 恥

  1. noun (common) (futsuumeishi)

    dishonor during one's life, shame experienced during one's life

    • 最近のぼくは、「生き恥」「赤恥」をかくことを恐れなくなりました。
      Recently I've stopped being afraid of "living in shame" and being exposed to "public ridicule".